Postpone

post पोन चार दिवस  १५-१६-१७-१८

काळाच्या प्रवाही अस्तित्वात नाहीसे होत आहे अशी .....

काळाच्या प्रवाही अस्तित्वात नाहीसे होत आहे अशी  आपल्या/  माझ्या  डोळ्यांसाठी इतिहास म्हणून  समजूतकल्पना निर्माण करत माझी/ आपली   (impression ) संवर्धन करण्याची अपुरी क्षमता
 ज्याला सतत बळ प्राप्त करून देत असतात ते त्याच्याशी निगडित असलेले त्याचे .......

 ROOTS

पण ,
त्याचे  प्रवाही असणे हे आपले/ माझे  जिवंत असल्याचे लक्षण.  
कॉन्सर्व्हशन मधील  Documentation हा शब्द मला भावतो
 त्याची प्रक्रिया आणि त्याला  समांतर महत्वाची क्रिया
ह्यामधील तोल हे रूट्स सांभाळत असतात असं मला नेहमी जाणवत .

लाल माठ मुळे आणि कटिर डिंक  ८ पोस्टकार्ड
roots of red spinach & katira gum on 8 postcards

detail 

Pearls to Andy!

Pearls to a Andy !
GumArabic on Indian postcard behind indigo and pigment on sun mica  

Rhythm is faster when death is in conscious .

 katira, kumkum, pigment , water 

on 4 Indian post cards 

कळतही नाही केव्हा विष त्वचेचा रंग बनून मिरवू लागते (When the poison has become the color of the skin)

Shingada extract, gum Arabic, water ,binder on
gesso prepared canvass

detail of deep gold 

Art ,THERAPY and Puppy

Before sleep and after awake I done with 8 Indian postcard with finally managed to bought as close as pure desi sindoor (orange )to add in my under process garden palate but there is no happy moment and feel to see injured puppy eating, feeling comfort under sun and gaining strength to poop walk . getting hope with strong buddy when even his mother scare to go close because of worms she saw.

Naughtiest sister  relaxing with her injured sibling 

injured puppy relaxing 

I understand these both things are diverse, but that's why I am interested to think about its connection or there are any equivalence conditions the way I felt happiness.

Any thought when comes in our mind i think they comes with positive and negative vibes but then what I feel,
 1 percent of positive vibe is even  important to turn our thought into efforts and that decision of response is the important  way I feel for our existence of being a human.

Ganesha and peacock
kumkum , gel ink , binder on Indian postcard
size- 9.5 X 15 cm 

When our emotional up & downs are less affect to the response, the lesser conflicts between positive and negative thought and our focus will be more sharpen for process.
Our consciousness is ready to experience and to extend with evolutionary way.
 I think its important process of work for me. even, if its happen for little time or all pervading.
This consciousness,
 we feel from our experience while we work or we do other things as a routine of an our daily basis. They are both separate but when it comes to the impression on work I think it's important to visible than make it visible , and that unconscious moment is the purest  extract form of  our experience. and it's interesting,
 But also with appreciating the source of motivation.

To maintain these diverse conditions with their own way will make less complicate the process and its conflicts between disagreements.
I think that understanding of response made me happy .

Nerve

kumkum , gel ink  , binder on Indian postcard

size- 9.5 X 15 cm 

11peacock

kumkum , gel ink  graphite,ash  , binder on Indian postcard

size- 9.5 X 15 cm 

खरतर ह्या दोन्ही बाबी परस्परविरोधी जरी असल्या तरी, किंबहुना  त्या तशा आहेत म्हणून त्याबद्दल मला विचार आणि मला झालेल्या आनंदाचे कारण शोधण्यास उद्युक्त करणा ऱ्या  ठरल्या .

कुठलाही  विचार  हा शक्यतांचा  सकारात्मक  आणि नकारात्मक विचार आणतो परंतु जर   त्यात  त्याबद्दल वाटणारा सकारात्मक भाग हा १ टक्का जरी असेल  तर तो अमलात आणणे किंवा त्याबद्दल प्रयत्न करणे हेच आपले म्हणून स्वतःचे अस्तित्व असते असे मला वाटते .

Ash-Rain 

kumkum , gel ink  ,  ash , water binder on Indian postcard

size- 9.5 X 15 cm 

Thirst

kumkum , gelink ,  ash , water binder on Indian postcard

size- 9.5 X 15 cm 

ह्या संवेदनामधील चढाओढ जितकी कमी असेल तितकं जास्त एकाग्र  होता येत आणि आधीच अनुभवत असलेली जाणीव हळूहळू मर्यादेमधून उत्क्रांत होत जाते . हि प्रोसेस ( प्रक्रिया ) मला कामात महत्वाची वाटते , मग ती कुठे कणभर तर कुठे सर्वव्यापी असेल .

Amorus
Indian kumkum and esi sindoor on indian postcard
Size 9.5 x 15 cm

हि जाणीव कागदावर काम करत असताना जशी प्रतीत होत जाते तशी च  आजूबाजूच्या घटनांद्वारे स्वतःमध्ये सतत  एक जाणीव निर्माण करत असते . आणि त्याचे impression   चित्रातून दाखवण्यापेक्षा दिसणे महत्वाचे असते  असे मला वाटते . हो फक्त त्याच्या मूळ सोर्स  ची जाणीव असणे महत्वाचे .

ह्या परस्परविरोधी बाबींचा स्वतंत्रपणा जपणे आणि त्यांना जोडणारा पूरक धागा पकडणे हे त्या आनंदामागील  कारण . 

three peacock
indian kumkum (red ) desi sindoor (orange )
graphite on indian post card
size 9.5 X 15 cm

indian kumkum (red ) desi sindoor (orange )
graphite  , ashon indian post card
size 9.5 X 15 cm

Abstract and Misconception

 stump tissues and husk of my dead aloe Vera and gum Arabic , white binder on
 non transparent plastic sheet 

Tried to find my way out, i made some ways to felt "yes" I was unaware simultaneously I build the walls -

 Abstract

Detail of Abstract

after i felt this should be a big work but then i realized the process about these specific work is now died in me with answer and my awareness about goal now even if i decide to go with thought and its essence  which i got from these i need to to give time to emerge this specific thought in my mind . but even if i work with contradictory process is something always have magic to experience wonder with its
versatility. 

Dead Movement !

Dead Movement !

Marker ink,  ink , water, plastic and  gum arabic on glass broken glass 

Detail of  

Dead Movement !

Unusual story time

Unusual story time 

Marker ink , water, plastic and gum Arabic on glass 

Detail of unusual story time 


Glass as a media came in front of me to broke my visual attachment with dead reality , glass is the media where i don't detach with my all surrounding and its own happenings but at the same time its engage and challenge me to continue my path .
its occupy its own space and let engage the nature 

 its makes clear statement of what i think or visualize also  what going in my mind .

Butterfly ~~~~~~

Butterfly

incense stick ash, flower extract, indigo on color card-paper

 red pigment  25.5x 35.5in

Detail 1

Detail 2

Impression of extract !23 by 40 + 2 flower extract on cardpaper

Impression Of Extract

!23 by 40 + 2 flower extract on card paper 



Detail
My materials to express myself 
They were not enough strong to be carried the burden of all, 
They fell in front of me and lie in a roll position.
They looked relaxed as me,
 No,
They taught me to relax .
With, the vibes they created in me like nothing is going to change from the past and what was the present in front of me.
My limitations of thinking have great power 
To surprise me, 
To teach me and,
To mold me
Inside.

 

2

3

4

Returning Home on indian postcard

Returning Home

Flower Extract on Indian post card

The Torso

The Torso

Eggshell and Flower Extract

Eggshell and Flower Extract

'Flower"

'Flower"

Flower Dye (फुलांचा अर्क) ,Gum Arabic, indigo 

माझा कावळा , माझा सूर्य , माझी फुलं .

माझा कावळा , माझा सूर्य , माझी फुलं 

flower dye, pigment , gum Arabic ,

Untitled

Untitled

Water, Flower Dye And pigments 

DayNight

DayNight

Pigment , Water, Flower Extract on paper
part of the concept with letters to nature

फुलपाखराचे रक्त (butterflies blood )

 फुलपाखराचे रक्त (butterflies blood )
flower dye, water, and red pigment

फुलपाखराचे रक्तत्याचे,
 फुलाचा अर्क
अन,
त्याच्या शरीरातील मध
.

while i was working on फुलपाखराचे रक्त (butterflies blood ) found the dead insect probably honeybee

while i was working on फुलपाखराचे रक्त (butterflies blood ) found the dead insect probably honeybee

(butterflies blood )
water , flower dye, indigo black, chrome yellow pigments