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Jan 20, 2014

I found AND TRIED TO UNDERSTAND the reason behind her smile with my own experience .SHE IS SMILING HER PAIN TOO

Its first time that I have my own clarification about my  own doubt of the Mona Lisa painting. I always had in my mind the questions.Why Mona Lisa is so famous? really for her smile? 
"first i think it was the smartest decision" 
but then... how , why  
its a parallel journey of the other side of my daily experiences through my own vision.


Leonardo made with his clear heart ..he felt of course and he is still greatest. I believe, That era with extreme possibilities he made his creations in the greatest various way he found or maybe i could say  he innovated . Respect him from the bottom of heart... But what about money? I clearly see and feel now that his painting monalisa is a bigger victim in the art fieldor thoughtfully made,I could say.
hereby i am searching those answers a with my own experiences because 

I worked in the printing company as an artist for concept creation, within a week where I work my 2 designs were selected for a sampling which was actually a good sign for me . I was OK.. Not a big thing for me ,because I always believe and trying to stick with my highest understanding of the qualities which want to achieve and they don't belong with short time achievement's they need some root of thought. Yes, but it was a good relief sign to start my goal. My mind was cleared about the client's actual requirement of the product.their requirement of final product ,like as it is  my designs .that's the requirement and  a goal for me and my colleaguesso there is long A process needed to take a place. I was clear about that . i achieved very  first step of product, but after that the internal politics without any concrete reason?( i am sure now question mark on your head ),without any perspective of vision started to stressed  me (and I don't think its any businesses or job strategy to see or to examine how their employee worked in the stress its not acceptable its kinda freaky minded thoughts) .I am not that easy to shake.but the poor thing is they think one month is not enough to understand company 
i agreed for the month issue but there are so many things they need to ask themselves . too Colleagues are not harmful when you are clear what are you doing. But I was therefor a different reason.I was a happy guy i am happy person when i work  but after 28, 29 days I found me smiling for nonsense things and I immediately alert for myself . like what's happening with me? I am also surprised with the little shock, when I saw people were trying to pulling legs each other on the same job ..oo what kinda mentality is that ? I didn't understood the mindsets.it was really weird thing i have ever seen or experienced.But finally I  got shocked when company owner gave me the feeling and indirectly told that he owned me for my salary. Which I actually negotiated With my own honesty of work experience for that field.Actually, they wanted me to confuse. Poor minded
I gave my resignation after one month of joining.Which they were not accepted.because, in meeting my boss told me if you are thinking to resign, then I have to go again back step. I already wanted that and already said to my friend they need to go back. that's not my problem actually if they are thinking to expand the business with new things then they have to understand whats the research or the boss should be damn clear about the things he  want to expand ,how ,why from every expects  they need to go and recover or rethink about their vision for the future, I don't want to change anything I was there for to give their clients next level that was my struggle and I was doing that honestly.
I was not happy, but I was confirmed with my decision.And when I out my mind started to connect everything again and again and I don't want to disturb my creation.Cause now I am jobless but not work less as ever.Cause that's the delicate time of life i experienced so many time. at that time what you choose stay with you long time. ART have this strength, but I don't want to change my mood for art . i never changed my mood for my work (to write this sentence i feel funny  ) is not my mood its so close to my life my moments.
As an artist now I have one thing to express when thought came into my mind intuitively about Mona Lisa and I. is just connected everything the politicsthe security about future ? the thing  whats the requirement for society to engage with topics ? EVERYTHING........... with the painting 's question of MonaLisa .she is suffering so many things behind her smile from the years but what people see her SMILE I found so many common peoples Behind her smile who working like a machine for their daily food.For their family's future .they are not worry about the smile and monalisa is easy to remember without any specialty .she is so common now and the very well advertised to root certain level of root public .she is victim because she smiled    abhijit 20/102014                                                                                                             

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