Is there need to hug her besides these words? Answer is NO .

Everything was so simple.

She listened me,

Naturally.

Her face was down.

Maybe she tried

To understand me with her own created guilt.

She perfectly did her side.

To keep silent with those words

Which was the real situation of mine.

I am smiling while writing.

:)

For those words 

Her credits Touch wood.

Hope i understand 

How hard for her now.

We don't always be happy 

From soul.

But we don't regret 

From that absence.

When we find .

I told her .

She was innocently 

Hopeful about next life.

:)

She have reasons too.

She herself want to be the reason .

Somewhere for something.

So .

words written by me

I owe her

At least it gives something for us
To keep alive.
To face it all.

I told her 

I am glad that you 

Are not with me.

I know somewhere she felt 

To slapped me.

:D

Somewhere she was ready to leave everything

Somewhere i don't want that for something 

she know's that already

Selfishly .....

To keep me alive.

Somewhere we both still same.

Somewhere its harder than me to her 

Face it all these now .

Hope i understand that.

Somewhere she was confused 

Somewhere maybe she felt

Pressure till her thoughts were 

getting numb.

She was so quite.

so cute.

 :)

And the other end

Ready to fight with me.

Sure she wanted to slapped me.

But 

:)

I think

Irritation ,anger,innocence

Guilt.

She all expressed naturally .

She left my weak heart .

So much oxygen

Again

To love the life .

To live the life.

with

No regrets.