Eggshell , water, ink

 When I put my efforts towards this practical,I was unaware about the result details.

 but I had the knowledge within me and one of my beliefs is,  anything in this world is not a solid, rather than they made by holes,gaps . which allows to take their every part breath and  evolution 

shell absorbed the color and it went through every possible way to show me how its fragile .

Eggshell , water, ink 

" Self 'E' scape " Live installation of painting process"

Self Escape 

This is the experimental work of my new concept 

I have been working from two years, specifically on this one of the concept on selfscape.

Within this Selfscape i added the "E" which creates the "Escape" word .

I am trying to achieve with the using of  the medium through the self scape ,and also my inner changes of conditions in moments with  my 2 dimensional efforts.(painting).

And self E scape is the  activity of between creative and action basis

 Includes the various material and objects with the touch of emotional and live  impressions of my mind .
My pure intention is the only with both of those  concepts is
Acceptance of following changes
And
expressions of mediums flexibility 

Legless Turtle and egg shell

Legless Turtle  And Eggshell

For me, when I thought why legless? I made with what I have found in my useless cookware bag. And I found only those things suitable which I applied with the manner of making. I tried to add my spoon as a leg which I use daily. But, again, it was not a part of the process I follow, even I didn't find that interesting.. So I chose to follow as it is .
The turtle is my interest.

I always revise my artistic intentions, process and those every aspects I want to achieve with my efforts.I want those everything effortlessly merge with my feelings. What I felt about the turtle is, first of all myself And then what I want to communicate with the efforts By showing legless tut.
I Added an egg that's as a birth symbol where his stable. So now I can complete his journey by my own end. And then when I think about that, I always struggle with the imagination and reality. So I ended up with the merging of those both moments * reality as an art its going to always stable. And as a change or movement, it's going to change the way climate is going to change, 
it's the journey between Life and changes.

I enter inside.

I enter inside.

I took rid of myself out.

I enter inside.

That's the only process

I have been processing from that moment..

when,

I found myself. somewhere..

And that moment hides this feeling >I don't have to explain someone for any reason, instead of expressing the emotions from the awareness I fell through and with the medium i have.

I entered

I accepted,

Then I realized the medium even accepted me without any conditions.

gave me all the controls.

so I created the sum of two

I started to arrange myself in that process.

and that arrangement still the processing myself 

In-between 

Of 

Medium and Me.

I took rid myself out.

I enter inside.

It's allowed me

 to rid myself out.

and enter inside.

It's like 

No in

No out.

22/03/15

My panorama

My panorama 

Is like those all children 

Who shows their Love,

 Their need 

With spreading hands. 

And, 

Sometimes
Mostly
Most of times 

                                                           It's not sufficient to imagine

                                                                    What that means.

कला स्वत्व

कला स्वत्व 

कलेचे अस्तित्व आणि स्वतःचे स्वत्व हे दोन वेगवेगळे विषय असले आणि त्या एकत्र याव्यात किंवा नाही , किंवा त्या परस्परसं  बधी  बाबी असल्या तरी त्यांचा संबंध हा बऱ्याच प्रकारे , मार्गाने जोडता येउ शकतो , परंतु त्यामधील जो काळ नावाचा सापेक्ष आहे तो नेहमीच अबाधित असतो आणि आहे .  म्हणजे काळ  हा त्या दोन्ही प्रक्रियांना एकत्र आणणारा महत्वाचा  दुवा  त्याचा परिणाम हा कलास्व्त्व  , 

कला आणि स्व- तत्व ह्याचा परिणाम हा त्या काळाच्या क्षणा क्षणाला बदलत हि असतो आणि आहे .पण ह्या सर्व बौद्धिक गुंतागुंतींमध्ये क्रिया हि एक निवड अशी आहे जी त्या सर्वाना एका ठराविक प्रक्रियेचा भाग बनवते . 

तर प्रक्रिया ही कलेचे आणि स्वत्वाचे अस्तित्व बनते 

आणि पुन्हा त्या प्रक्रियेचा काळाशी अस्तित्वासाठी स्वतःचा प्रवास सुरु होतो . 

मी तिथेच स्वतःची कला स्वतःहून वेगळी झालेली पाहत असतानाच शिकत  असतो , 

आणि तिथेच असण मला माझ्या  स्वत्वातून अस्तित्वाकडे होणाऱ्या  बदलांचा परिणाम हा कलाकार म्हणून कलाकार असण्याच तत्व देत असत . 

                                                                                                 दिनांक १२ एका आणखी कटिंग चहा सोबत .

YET NOT TITLED" SEARCHING THE MARATHI WORD FOR HANGMAN " Second "Self 'E'scape"

Marathi title "?"
"Self 'E'scape"
Rope and mirror 

10th march on previous days residue

AABAI

That vomit

Took almost my pelvis out!

And

 gave me sudden thought

"Now you forgive your mother"

Release her out

The mother is the reason 

Of your calmness 

Maybe

For the all creative patience!

You accepted.

stress

lost

The joy of your inner life

Nobody can compare

Nor you ever tried too.

ITS really taking  

your pelvis out.

                                                          -----------Yours vomit.

9th march 2015

Today on my route .

The conductor was surprise with ? 

and looked at me like .

I was 

What the hell he hadn't purchased the ticket and, 

NOW suddenly asking for the next stop .

i left the bus in the middle 

Felt unwell for myself and to keep others clean.

The sun was almost in my front of head..

with all the warmness i needed 

I stood there on the silent bus stop for almost 45 minutes 

I took out all my discomfort .

And felt like i have no place to go .

Maybe,

I found

 My 

 shadow

  sɥɐpoʍ 

Don't know how i was

 Hopeless?

or happy to find something to discover

 with my inner voice 

nowadays its hardly communicate

with me like 

that way!

or,

there is possibilities of

 i still have so much 

my discomfort

within

 for myself and to keep others clean!
i think
I should 
leave my Bus again n

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