असंच ............

तुझे असणे तसे खासच असणार . 

नसणे माहित नाही . 

तुझे असणे माझ्यातून मलाही कमी करणार काहीसे ,

नसणे ? माहित नाही . 

तुझे फक्त असणे  माझे असणार 

नसणे ..... फक्त तुझे 

तिथे मी नसणार . 

किंवा , माहित नाही 

Butterfly ~~~~~~

Butterfly

incense stick ash, flower extract, indigo on color card-paper

 red pigment  25.5x 35.5in

Detail 1

Detail 2

Impression of extract !23 by 40 + 2 flower extract on cardpaper

Impression Of Extract

!23 by 40 + 2 flower extract on card paper 



Detail
My materials to express myself 
They were not enough strong to be carried the burden of all, 
They fell in front of me and lie in a roll position.
They looked relaxed as me,
 No,
They taught me to relax .
With, the vibes they created in me like nothing is going to change from the past and what was the present in front of me.
My limitations of thinking have great power 
To surprise me, 
To teach me and,
To mold me
Inside.

 

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"अमलताश "

अमलताश

कै . प्रकाश नारायण संत …
कवियत्री इंदिरा संत ह्यांची आई , तसे मला नावावरून ह्या व्यक्ती नावा पर्यंतच  माहिती होते .आता राई इतकी भर पडली इतकच . जरा , नाखुशीनेच वाचनालयातून हे  पुस्तक आणले गेले कारण खरतर आत्मचरित्रात्मक पुस्तकांविषयी माझ्या मनात एक निश्चित स्पष्टता नाही आहे , आणि खरखर म्हणजे इरावती कर्वे ह्यांचे "परिपूर्ती" वाचल्यावर मला युगांत हवे होते , परंतु माझ्याआधीच ते अगोदर कोणीतरी घेवून गेले होते त्यामुळे निराशाच झाली त्यामुळे वाचनालयात बरीच पुस्तकांची उलथापालथ केल्यानंतर "अमलताश" हे सुप्रिया दीक्षित ह्यांचे पुस्तकच घेवून जावे हे ठरवले . असे मी का ठरवले ह्यामागे माझी माझे स्वतःचे स्वतःविषयी असणारे नियम तपासून पाहण्याची एक वृत्ती सतत मागे असते . आणि की होईल जास्तीत जास्त नाही आवडले तर दुसर्या दिवशी पुन्हा "युगांत आले असेल का य्हाची चोकशी कार्याला म्हणून पुस्तक परत  करून आलो असतो असे माझे बर्याच वेळा झाले आहे आणि बरीच चांगली पुस्तके मला भेटत गेली ,
प्रकाश नारायण संत ह्यांच्या लेखनाबद्दल मला आमच्या माणिक madam  नि काही वर्षापूर्वी सांगितल्याचे आठवले .
खरतर मी कोणी एखादे पुस्तक सुचवल्यावर वाचणाऱ्या तला नाही recommendation म्हणून वाचण्यापेक्षा स्वतःचे पुस्तक तास-दीड तास कधी कधी पंधरा मिनिटे सर्व कपाटे पाहत पाहत निवड करण्याबद्दल मी आग्रही असतो . आणि मनापासून असे कि स्वतः पुस्तक शोधून वाणाची आवड वाढवण्यात माझा स्वतःचा आनंद मला सापडतो . ह… म्हणून कोणी सुचवलेले पुस्तक अथवा लेखक माझ्यासाठी महत्वाचे नाही असे नाही तो योग जर तसा जुळून आला तर माझ्या मनात सुचवणाऱ्या बद्दलचा आदर मात्र वाढतो त्याचाही आनंद वेगळाच .
तर अस हे "अमलताश" मला माझ्या हल्लीच्या मानसिक तणावाच्या काळात एक नकळत एक सकारात्मक आणि जीवनाविषयी जीवनाबद्दलच्या विचारांचे असणारे एक आनंद देवून गेले .

अमलताश - सुप्रिया दीक्षित

माझ्या छोट्या ताईला वाचण्याबद्दल मला आग्रही मताचे करून गेले . …… २१/२/२०१६

कोकणातील घरे आणि ....

कोकणातील घरे  आणि त्यामधील निरव , थंड कौलारू शांतता  खासकरून  मध्यान्हाच्या वेळी जाणवणारी अशी ....... ती  भरभरून तृप्ती देते .

जी शांतता कदाचित मंदिरांमध्ये सुद्धा अचानक होणाऱ्या  घंटानादाने दुभंगली जाते . त्यापेक्षा कितीतरी सखोल ,खरतर प्रगाढ अशी शांतता घरात अनुभवायला मिळते . त्या शांततेत अविचल (Motionless)  हि अवस्था काय असते ह्याची  जाणीव झाल्याशिवाय राहत नाही ,किंबहुना ……… 

ती जाणीव संपूर्ण  शरीराचे अस्तित्व व्यापून टाकते , आणि त्यामधून बाहेर आल्यावरसुद्धा जे वातावरण (झाडे , गावातील जेष्ठ  माणसे ,विहीर, दाणे  टिपणाऱ्या कोंबड्या, ताईच्या नारळाच्या झाडाखाली ठेवलेली मोडलेली खुर्ची  )  असते त्यामधील त्याचे पडसाद दिसल्याशिवाय राहत नाही . ४\२\२०१६

" श्वासोच्छ......वास " Breathing

" श्वासोच्छ …… वास "
Breathing

१/२/२०१६

चहा -समोसा

   its is not art its just i found interesting   to kept them with each other

चहा -समोसा
Tea - samosa
tea cup broke and its my dads cup which i have been using since i came to stay at his  place after
tea is never tasty as before as i felt after  the cup broke and i started to drink it in with normal steel glass


and the plate is once i went with my friend outside that day we ordered samosas and the plate of samosa stricken me with its

fluorescent shade so i bring with me.

३१/०१/२०१६

जिवंत माणसांचा , मित्रांचा बराच भूतकाळ मागे ठेवावा  लागतो  "जाणीवपूर्वक ".

तो आठवतोही  सहज  अनुभवांच्या आणि  प्रतिमेच्या स्वरूपात कोरल्या गेलेल्या  अवस्थतेत .

बराचसा  फोल असतो आणि बराच फेक सुद्धा

हा  खरतर वेळेचा बदल असतो आपल्यातला. 

 नवीन अनुभव तोल सावरत असतो 

दोन वेळेमधील.

आपण आपल्यावर "करत" असणार्या संस्काराचा   भास होत जातो.

आणि बरेच ए क टे
होत
चालल्याची
सा

पे
क्ष
जा
णी
व 

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३१/०१/२०१६

Today I forgot (happened second time in last 4 days).........

Today I forgot (happened second time in last 4 days) my every penny and all rupees at home (after I realized when I reached the place I wanted to ... not much far, but without money I was not able to drink my tea ((OK... that's not important)) so when I realized first minute I was helpless.... but after i went and sat my one of daily spot of tea stall... sometimes tea stalls are so helpful for me to write or generate my thoughts.
I have done.... roughly* complete my final year thesis on subject "आकार" (form) at the tea stall.
when I am on my way back to my* home I (suddenly) one thought stroked my mind  about art progress, "No its not progress.. Art don't know even any progress .Art evaluate, art /creations journey don't know anything about progress or next step, it's evaluate from us and there is no beauty exist
There is only evolution, which is our pure self reflection.
These things makes me strong being an artist because, when I think about my last effort for my art ...now almost 26 and more days I didn't' took any effort. because of various common reasons. but ,when I think about number of days I don't feel nervous or detach from anything.
 Simply the time I don't work most of time I have very common reasons but this patience of observing survival lessons from life motivates and gives me or i could say time takes advantage from me to evaluate the path of creation...and to stretch my horizon s which is  beyond thoughts... 27/1/2016

2015

2015
Creative achievements with my complete dedication for organic colors. (noncommercial)

Regrets,

Special visits and great experience with specially the writer Ms.Kavita Mahajan, who gave me her precious (almost 3 hours) to understand my process, fast meet with Shri Jayant Joshi,while i went to visited handmade paper factory and a few moments with MR. Subodh kerkar at MOG 

special disappointments from Dumb clients,

get together  with school buddies 

Financial problems,

Distance from habits,

Feeling of Patience,

Physical growth/lost,

Fears,

No tears,

Some special happiness i felt on my "little "sisters face.

my word to my sis 

i am gonna make a will for my artwork
Joy with nieces and in my hometown.

First ever practice execution with nature (at my sisters place)

News about my commercial work which is finally going to release in Marathi movie called "Athang" <  in upcoming year.

and the whole Me.......

who thinks constantly and as much as with the sense of intuitive experiences i feel about the life & the real process and there complications .(avoiding / neglecting all others personal interest)

honestly now i avoid thinking much because none of anyone's personal opinions i keep in mind ......specially for my creative JOURNEY.

MY every years ultimate struggle is just to find sufficient space to make money with / without my own creative practice .

i have no balance otherwise,

because......

An artist's career always begins tomorrow. 

James Whistler

जितक्या वेळा मी कलेचा सहजतेने ............... ३०/१२/२०१५

जितक्या वेळा मी कलेचा सहजतेने विचार करून पूर्ण विचारातच पूर्ण झालेले जाणीव करतो 
.तितकाच त्याच्या प्रात्यक्षिकाचा माझा (न होणारा) प्रयत्न गुंतागुंतीचा जाणवू लागतो .
हे कदाचित विचाराने प्रगल्भ आणि कृतीने शुन्य असे काहीसे निष्क्रिय भासू लागते . आणि सहजतेचा मग मी दुसरा पर्यायाने सोपा परंतु कृतीने आणि त्याच्या
विकसित करता येणाऱ्या शक्यतांचा असा न संपणारा मार्ग निवडतो.
सुरु करतो
आणि पूर्ण होणे आता ह्या होण्यातच माझा असा सहभाग जवळजवळ निघून जातो.
कलेतून काही सांगणे , दाखवणे, व्यक्त करणे ह्यापेक्षा किंवा ह्याव्यतिरिक्त तिथे ती असणे माझ्यासाठी महत्वाचे होऊन जाते मला म्हणून .
सहजप्रेरणा हा माझ्यासाठी माझ्या स्वतःचा म्हणून कलेच्या जाणीवे पासून ते व्यक्त होण्यापर्यंत  एकमेव असा महत्वाचा किंबहुना माझ्या सोबत  संपूर्ण वातावरणाची जाणीव स्वतः मध्ये तेवत ठेवण्याचा एकप्रकारे प्रयोगच असतो .
आणि ह्या सर्व प्रयोगांत मी बराच वेळा बहुतान्व्शी अपूर्णच राहतो .
आणि इतके समजत गेले कि ,
अपूर्ण ता  हे काही पूर्ण होण्यासाठी लागणारा एक विस्तार नाही .
पूर्णता हि एका प्रक्रियेचा 
अपूर्ण राहण्या  इतकाच समज ,
 साध्य असते.
  ३०/१२/२०१५  

 

"Teasing Nature " outdoor instant reactions with creative understanding of disciplined mind

I just spent lovely days at my sisters Home allocated in Kudal (pawashi) and her home is completely surrounded by raw nature

Every morning front of the door she have a very wildly bloomed hibiscus tree plant. in village these trees have so much importance in their daily routine the day starts with collected flowers for the worship of Ganesha (Elephant God).

Afternoon I sat at the door-stairs to relaxed after routine lunch.

There were many flowers naturally fallen on the muddy dried clay ground. on the ocherish ground  those hibiscus red was stricken my attention. and I started to explored there possibilities.

I felt these petals were teasing me and, easily I got an idea of face and i named "teasing nature " with the other attachments from nature like wood (its broken Indian roti (bread) maker wooden sphere) and dried leaves of random flowers plant and stone after  i started to arranged 

all those elements I found. and I made this and as much as I was involved with work I equally played I came to conclusion about the nature don't have one specific face so, I took out all those leaves and stone created eyes and nose and decided to keep only teasing tongue on the plate.

Teasing Nature

the other attachments from nature like wood (its broken Indian roti (bread) maker wooden sphere) and dried leaves of random flowers plant and stone after  i started to arranged 

all those elements I found. and I made this and as much as I was involved with work I equally played I came to conclusion about the nature don't have one specific face so, I took out all those leaves and stone created eyes and nose and decided to keep only teasing tongue on the plate. 

the other attachments from nature like wood (its broken Indian roti (bread) maker wooden sphere) and dried leaves of random flowers plant and stone after  i started to arranged 

all those elements I found. and I made this and as much as I was involved with work I equally played I came to conclusion about the nature don't have one specific face so, I took out all those leaves and stone created eyes and nose and decided to keep only teasing tongue on the plate.

Understanding the NATURE OF ART THROUGH FARMINGS CONCEPT

When i think about that moment  i,i feel peace and  undoubtedly  hopeful about to keep my creation alive.
 presentation of art
The time I kept away that thought of presentation with  framing limitations of
 square, rectangle or oval shape .or any machine made dead boundaries.
i feel that i am creating tensions between artistic process and the final visual.
I feel separated & a bit helpless about the relations between
 Art  and final state of its Visual communication with people.

 what I feel  about framing is

Its starts with
 concentration point of artwork and separates as a thought.

For me framing is 
Not a different thing from creation
it should be part of enhancing subject thought .
otherwise its not important much

Every creation or  series's has its own visual dialogue, identity and also relation with boundaries (frames)


 I always think framing is the great opportunity to make that whole visual much more interesting and more powerful for presentation of  our thought.

Framing and Artwork
is the collaborative thought of 
mind, theme, process, medium and place.

i always feel conscious when i start to think the

 connections between painting, sculpture, installations and every art form or visual i

                                                                 observe or think

every form of practical has one thing common is 

"Presentation the thought "

but  there mediums keep them separate and unique  from each other

                                                                   Any art-form have

   "Their own life & journey"

After my practical completion 
 there

Changes with Atmosphere is 

 my  
main concern 
of 
there  various vibrating  results 

Framing 

for animal artwork with dried cashew leaves and Kurhad weapon

Trunk and its frame 

Day  Night  arranged as a framing
 under the separation of shadow by roof

Snake and stone frame 

Peace 

window (symbolic cage of hope)and my painting 

Self scape with dry leaves

Empty Dreams in the  shadow under rose plant

*These some of installations and practice with nature were my serious thought about 

How i think about presenting art 

instead of framing them in typical frames.